{Conceptualworld/.

15.8.07

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iie am frustrated by monkey face today.
Argh, it pissed me off so much. That stupid face of ...
really boils my blood.

&& GFS! dont worry. It wont do anything to eu guys (:
If it does. It's DEAD. DEADMEAT. (:
so dun worry about that asshole. (x

Took this quiz. from the bulletin board. (;
to spend my time away..

Take 3 Minutes. Try This - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT.
NO CHEATING!
IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES -
WORTH A TRY

1st. Get PEN and PAPER

2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEYARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW

3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRSTINSTINCTS ! Veryimportant for good results.

4th SCROLL DOWN ONE LINE AT THE TIME
DON'T READ AHEAD otherwise YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN.

BEGIN//.

1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITENUMBERS 1through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT.

2. Next to the NUMBERS 1 & 2,WRITE DOWN ANY2 NUMBERS YOU WANT.DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER?

No.1; 10! (:
No.2; 1 :DD

3. Next to the NUMBERS 3 & 7,WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO MEMBERSOF THE OPPOSITE SEX.
SAME SEX IF GAY CAUTION: DO NOT LOOK AHEAD or IT WILLNOTTURN OUT RIGHT

No.3; girlgirl
No.7; boiiboii

nicknames put for privacy (:

4. WRITE ANYONES NAME(like FRIENDS or FAMILY...)next to 4, 5, & 6.
DON..T CHEAT OR YOU..LL BE UPSET THATYOU DID

No.4; Belinda (:
No.5; Cherrin Lau (:
No.6; Dewi jie (:

5.WRITE down FOUR SONG TITLES in 8, 9,10, & 11

No.8; Goong OST.
No.9; Sakura Kiss
No.10; Ye Qu by Jay Chou
No.11; Sha Shou by LinJunJie

6.Finally,MAKE A WISHARE YOU READY?

HERE IS THEKEY TO THE GAME

1. THE NUMBER of PEOPLE THAT LIKE YOUis found in SPACE 2.

ans; 1

2. THE PERSON IN SPACE3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE

ans; girlgirl..wtf..it's t...0.0

3. THE PERSON YOU LIKE but your relationship CANNOT WORK is in SPACE 7.

ans; boiiboii ): sadly kinda true

4. YOU CARE MOST about the PERSON youput inSPACE 4

ans; belinda (:

5. THE PERSON YOU NAME IN NUMBER 5 ISTHE ONE WHO KNOWS YOU VERY WELL.

ans; cherrin..guess so (:

6. THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS YOURLUCKY STAR

ans; she is ! (:

7. THE SONG IN 8 IS THE SONG THATMATCHES WITH THE PERSON IN NUMBER 3

ans; yea..it does..

8. THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR THE PERSON IN 7

ans; hehs.. ((x

9. THE 10TH SPACE IS THE SONG THATTELLS YOUMOST ABOUTYOUR MIND

ans; gosh.. it's right..

10. AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOUFEEL ABOUT LIFE

ans; it does..so AGREED..(:

11. NUMBER 1 IS YOUR LUCKY NUMBER

ans; 10.! it is it is(: (:

hahs...sorry peeps. All those were out of boredem. will post tmr.. (: CYA

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14.8.07

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very tiring day. ]:
iie feel very upset. They cnnot just backout like that.! is it all some sort of sick Practical joke?
cause i dont think it's funnie at all. We planned everything and every single thing has been already comfirmed. && now they are just backing out for the fun of making things difficult for us?

It's not funnie at all. All of us are now very vexed about it. Thanks alot to them...
haish..
boohoos.. ):

Had a very tired day. Had my oral and i did extreamly badly.
I suck in chinese. It's my worst subject. argh. Well i am feeling awfully tired today.
So iie shall not blog any further now.

byebyes}}
maybe iie love eu ..(:

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13.8.07

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As eu can see iie have changed my blogskin (:
It is made by ; DamnBlackRose,
feel free to browse thru her others nice skins (:
link to her blog is provided at the credits..

The song that is playing now is from linJunJie's new album;
Song entitled; 殺手
enjoy ur day here; (:
@ conceptual-love.bs.com

As usual , woke up early in the morning to go to school.
Everythings as pernormal.
excapt that there is Standardise test. Chinese.
It was damn hard.-.- iie think i'm gonna fail..help me );
haish..

iie am abit too exhausted from typing out wat happened for the entire day..
so iie just gives some good (: and bad ): news..

Good news;
} iie involve in the dance for the jap pupils stay. (uncomfirmed)
} iie am joining the hiphop class (:
} iie am joining the HSM (high school musical) Dance competition with my friends.
(: wish me luck,yea?

Bad news;
} had a tough time in dance
} might get kick out of performance ):

hahs, that's all folks. (;
eu had visited conceptual-love.

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10.8.07

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ouh. dont tell me..
oh nvm.haish..not again..
please dun tell me that iie actually had fallen fot the crappy.. XXXXXXXX
=.= please.. dun make my life complicated. ):
damn. his smile is pretty. but this should not be happenin.

again..iie am bored. =.=
browsed thru alot of people's blog today..
then changed my html; sorry for the inconvience

and finally iie realise some thing..
kept..*secret* about it (: hehs

now iie am back to my boring life again.
shall not blog about it further..
byebye (:

Yany idea how tired iie am..of you?

30.7.07

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Another school day... ;DD
sian luhhs.
haishh...

So sian. tmr bo plans after school so wat i suppose to do):
nvmnvm. call primary school friends go back primary school cca go di siao them xD

Today morning scarey luhhs, go in to principal office, must talk to her.
About our feelinqs what crap..about the lite fest. hahs.. nvr talk at all..

On Cominq August Babies;
this month lots of girls birfdae lorhs.
Walau ); pocket sure bao zha, (explode)
so sad.. lerhs..iie already pok lerhs...
got no money for myself still must buy things for people.. no choice luhhs
(: iie too kind hearted xD xD xD hahs... nahs..
bo lui. cannot spend too much try to get class girls help raise funds xD
me and my money plans again xD

hahs, tryinq tu fish money from friends for like this month,
got lots of activites mahs, so more ish make our class bound tgther dere (:
eu see iie so good xD
hahs.. thickskin nehs..(:

Hope our secret plan is a success! (:

and happy birthday to;
Mariah,
Amirah,
Lisa,
Sing Yee,
&& Cindy (:

LOVEyou GUYS and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

PS; iie owe sing yee money xD hahs
and CINDY! eu owe me my big turtle @ minitoons dhe xD
muahahas. (:

Tmr homeecons must brinq rice. iie damn scared for homeecon.
Thanks to my partner xD.. alwaes sae ii his maid. or iie got future as a maid .. o_O
ALSO. dont eat food not tested dhe, dat tym ate pizza made during homeecons got tummy ache
NOT iie make dhe, mostly done by my partner... xD
&& iie got fear of cracking eqqs or eating egg shells... xD
damn..

hahs.tmr making fried rice, GAMETAH!
&& iie want my 'wang wang' ): still haven buy yet..
after so long...haishh ):

Yany idea how tired iie am..of you?

28.7.07

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again -,-
nvr blog for days.
got long list of busy schedule. (:
To keep me occupied (:

THIS WEEK:

Firstly;
Mon&&Thurs ; CCA (:

Tues;
Inter-house games
; sprained my ankle x( but after awhile its okaye lerhs(:
lost basketball, netball and soccer (boys)
depressing..hahs xD
nvm nvm. do for fun nias (:
LOL?

Wed;
Perparation for lite-feast competition (sat)
rehearsals blablabla..

Thurs;
CCA && lite-feast competition..
choose lite feast. more important (: or
maybe got some other reasons..?? xD =x
muahahas..lame.=.=

Fri;
lite feast competition & badminton doubles..
nvr attend badminton... pissed off on that day..
so backed out. sorry mr teng!
mariah and esther went for it..
in the end...
we still..LOST. x.x
somemore got so many things to do (:
iie am a busy busy busy person xD
Prepared props for todays' event..
nerve racking day..

Sat;
[morning]
told my dad to wake me up and fetch me to school.
6.30 must reach as promissed.(:
reach there earlier... about 6.15.. (:
school gate wasn't open yet..
waited outside in my father's car..
then wait wait wait 6.20++ most of the people arrived so got off.
waited for at least one teacher to arrive to open the damn gate,
no hope.
7.00+ school gate FINALLY OPENED.
went in but teachers not here,
went econ to get some snacks for later.
meanwhile ; back in school.
fussing about the costume,
locked up stairs in staffroom..
so many problems...teachers should orgainise more properly next tym.
Then ms. tan came. then next mdm. norlinda.
General office opened. got keys changed into costume.
damn .. it was uneasy to see someone wearing the exact somethings..0.0 xD
hahs.
made our way onto the bus..that was about 8.00pm.

Reached Paya Lebar Methodist Girl School (Secondary) xD
WOW. their school so big..!! *envy envy*
made way to school hall then the host talk talk talk
then got story telling..then some guy talking about poems.

then go for refreshment..

Their time must stick very closely dhe. cannot have late schedule..unlike 'some school'
Then went dance studio for out drama. THE REAL THING. gosh..so nervous..
their dance studio ish like about two times the size of our music room..
argh..*envyenvy* should have gone to that school instead xD.
We were the fourth school to perform. so watched the others group perform first.
finally it was us.iie could feel my heart pounding really hard. the audience is like practically one feet away from us.
gosh.really frightened. most of our group members were panicking and mumbling their lines.
then it was us. we were given one minute only one minute to prepare..
We rushed our props to the 'stage' and get into position. iie scanned the crowd as iie try REAL hard to keep cool.
Then it ended...

Gosh..we were really frightened.but we did quite well. (: CLAPS please (: hahs. it was better then expected..surprisingly.. (:
hahs. took some photos then proceed out to watch the other performance..
went to the hall. for the poetry slam competition..
dhen bout 12++ they start the prize giving ceremony for unseen debate, text debate, poetry slam and lastly book trailer; drama ..
when we were off to the last prize which is the first prize iie was telling my friends; "iie dont think we can win lorhs' then the announcer ' the book trailer that has won the first prize ish titled.. Ro..." then iie started screaming xD
AHHHHH!! we won we won! we actually won.!
wow. our hard work was paid off after all (:

After all the competiton stuff went cp to meet up with wei qi.
Liyen followed us; as in me and belinda.
We discussed where we wanted to go with the jap girls whose coming for the home exchange.
since we cant have our chalet.. o:
*SECRET SECRET* *hint hint**
Then after that when going home, liyen din have her ezlink card so lend money from bel; iie was broked. 'wallet then contained; exlink card, phone card and neoprint ONLY' =.=
bus came. iie left..

hahs. sorry iie couldn't blog jie! (:
will update more often. <333>

muahahs. good news. iie dont like chocolate anymore.(:
GERALDINE! muahaha..eu got nothing to threaten me now.. xD
!!!!!!!!!

Feeling very upset about the 'incident'
depressed as well. iie felt guilty.
and yet iie felt relieved.
iie also felt that iie had let my teachers down.
especially my primary school teacher who groomed me to
become a person with a future.
Now as iie walk into the secondary school life.
My Hopes and Dreams are just the past.
i now dont give a damn care to anything anymore.
iie changed. iie let my parents down as well as my ansestors.
iie am sorry. iie hoped iie could changed back to the me in the past?
or maybe that is just a fantasy? Maybe iie am just stuck like this..
for life.

iie hoped for a better tomorrow (:

Yany idea how tired iie am..of you?

19.7.07

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HELLOS(:
haish.todae long long day.
Firstly appologise for not updating often.
TOo engross in other daily lyf stuff.

Today wake up as usual. 6+..
Last nite din have good sleep so fell asleep in my closet
when picking uniform..xD
Then my parents knock my head dhen showed me my phone bill
0.0..
it BURST. wayye wayye beyond what iie had expected.
They were so furious.

iie thought maybe it was a combination of all the starhub bill together so iie dragged the matter.
Washed up and quickly made way to school.
The whole say iie was thinking about the bill.
man. 315$$ not very small sum too.
haishh..

worried about another thing..
DANCE. always think of it like a torture session, but strangely iie LIKE it xD
hahs...

First Period: ~~LCE~~ SCIENCE
LCE and SCIENCE replace lerhs,
so go science lab do the experiment and practical.
Not much happened.

2nd Period: Maths..
Boring as usual. Nothing much happened.cher onli keep talking about algeabra, x.x
slack lorhs during maths...

RECESS:
HELL sia. 0.0 the boiis go shoot the paper bullets at me again. OUCH! then tried to ran away from them, almost sliped and fell x.x but din. ALMOST. splashed the 'one-H' peeps. SORRY!...
then they make fun of my fall...pathetic..iie feel dulan...x]
then go classroom hide bhindcer. Cor him shield me lorhs..iie alwaes cor pple be my shield cause iie always end up as the 'JAPANESE' while the boiis are always the 'BRITISH' iie think shld be opp. lorhs. since they so cruel. 'definetly not saying jap pple cruel just the war thing luhhs..' wapiang. so pathet. surrounded by assholes who shot the bullet at me. =,- dhen cher went off. they also went off, then iie also go cause recess marhs.. who knew they follow us then keep shooting me lorhs.. so ran ran ran.. hide at hall dhe CCA room there but was found. SHOT. x.x =.- then ran downstairs, they followed again..~~=.=...hid in general office the corner. was not so spotted so heng..
but then iie walk out cause cnot stand there too long..
then at canteen saw them again..~~kau peh.. they strt shoot. soo iie ran around in the canteen with a few physco following behind...hide wif cherrin and her gang, ger and baoyi and on3-I girls as well as ashikin they all. then when they not watching iie ran to the hall, hide there for a while then went tuh class. noone notice me enter so iie just hide at the corner where joyce and singyee were at, cor them surround.

3rd Period: chinese
still hiding there, pathetically below the table.then cher cum in, stood up got spotted but wuickly hide bhind cher..then cher make physcos stop playing then cor every1 go bk seat.
bk the seat take exam. physco worries iie shoot em during exam so very diam also try to shoot me wen cher not watching. ;D pathetic. seriously. then they play with the rubberband ll these untill all kana confisticated. good lorhs. they no weapon lerhs. but their bag still have =.= my one also taken by cher to make things fair..
then after exam cher went out they strt shooting again.kau. try to ask everyone for rubberband managed to find 2 (: ...
but iie dun want play lerh, so go chase one pathetic physco and hit him.. :DD

4th Period: SCIENCE - LCE
go lab. they dont dare do anything larhhs,.. play the educational game crap.. then nth lerhs..

5th Period: Lang Arts.
almost fell asleep..

After school:
went lunch with sym girls from class. made LOUD noise~~ yaw!!! (: xD then go change. saw the physco strt run then got shot again =.=
go classroom practise with victhen go for dance.
Dance today, instru nvr push us down ..so happi (: cause leg twisted then also muscle ache...
then go home saw jiajia (: HELLOS ;DD

then the rest ish nth lerhs larhs...

iie can't help to think that everything is just gone like that..
to tell eu the truth, iie myself feel nothing..
ish the feeling still there or gone ??
iie just hope that the pain does not cum bk again.
iie want to 4get you. iie want to hate you,
:D :D

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10.7.07

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ARGH
iie hate today that shit!
ARGH.
what fuck they think what they all control my life arhs?
huh?
FIrstly that damn maths project the thumdrive spoil.
make me have to redo if not feel bad,
then still got drama the scripts and my homework
what fuck.
then my brother come and give me triuble. iie got into damn much trouble
because of my brother. FUCK ems
what lah. not my fault then my mother cum scream at me.
iie want them all to go die.
IIE WANT EVERYTHING TO SHUT UP. and STOP BOTHERING ME.
JUST SHUT THE FUCKED UP.
ii DUN GIVE A FUCKING DAMN CARE ANYMORE.
IIE WANT EVERYTHING TO GET LOST OF MY SIGHT.
GO DISAPEAR.
IIE WANT TO DIE.
I CANT STAND ANYTHING ANYMORE.

QUIT BOTHERING ME.
my mom is pissing me off.WALAU.
kau larhs
threaten to throw my phone.
take my phone go throw larhs
AS IF II CARE.
IIE DUN.
THROW LARHs
IIE DARE HER TO THROW.

WANT KILL ME II ALSO DONT MIND.
IIE WANT TO DIE
ARGH. iie dun want to do anything now
IIE WANT TO DIE AT THE MOMENT.

NOTHING GOOD EVER COMES.
THEY DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT MY EXISTENCE.
NOONE DOES
NOONE WILL EVER..

ARGH
IIE JUST WANT TO DIE NOW.

Yany idea how tired iie am..of you?

7.7.07

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WO AI WO MUMMIE DEAREST -CHERRIN
eu rocked myy fucking world =]
ur the best =] thanks alot....

[momie daughter appreciation dayye >=] hahas]

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argh ish that asshole tryin to suan me or something? Steal steal steal. iie noe eu pathetic; no friend so cum steal my friends. that is way beyond pathetic. that ish DESPORATE.its so damn annoying.
but too bad. they are not stupid to fall for it.
argh.
so pissed off.

your annoynace level and my tolerance level is now = 1500%
way off the limit.

Today that live concert cause the date 07.07.07 LMAOS?
sian.
Early morning suppose to be training with sing yee and tammy our stamina.
First tym after so long saturday 7++ wake up. but then raining.
wa piang. wake up so early wasted. then my mom cum scold me wake up for what since raining.
Then sent me back to sleep.
Then falls asleep. Next thing iie noe singyee at my door lerhs.
wahhss..ish literally yaws. iie just woke up then she cum. quickly go get changed then clean myself up then start the project with her.

After that go help her edict blog template. then found out that ii've been stupidly using the wrong posting for ever SINCE. =.= argh.
nvm. then she go flood me then iie flood her then she flood me againt hen flood herselfs.
LOLS. a banch of lameos..LOLs.
then billy cum complain whyye ii nver chat with him..LOL?
iie busy marhs so ignore hims. LOLS. then play guess who is ''billy'' game with singyee.
Two of us in cahoots pian singyee xD hahas.. Sing yee thinks 'HE' a 'SHE'. which he is.. xP
LOLS.

Then finally, tell her who lerhs. LOL.
LMAO. must record down in the history of events that ii go cahoot symone to fool my friend xD
PS : billy thinks singyee bu guo peng you. dunno who he is xD
HAHAS

NVM the after that cor xinpeng givv us her photo for math project,
true very paiseh hahas. But for the sack for marks must do it. xD
ahas..~~

Then after awhile at bout 4.30 singyee go home..
iie talk to miss.HOHO :DD hahas.
she also agree that .... is trying to piss me off.LOLS.
GOOD. iie got people morale support.

thanks ms.HOHO :DD LOLS
then my com lag. MSN kana tio virus again iie think **haishh**

Maybe watching that concert after all. Got fall out boys xD. hope got jesse mccartney? simple plan? hilary duff? lindsay lohan? dunnoe hahas. hopes so.

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6.7.07

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argh.! rude awakening today.
PAISEH.long long never update lerhs xD
too obsess in other stuffs xD

NEW term liaos but this term must work harder. ={
thanks to the end year. iie dun want stay in 'I' anymore.
SO stressful. Chers are always saying must keep up with the standard.
Standard must not be lower than the rest..
then what our PSLE marks...
CRAPS.7.7

HAIS.
Today realli sia suay..
Go on bus got cheated by that damn fucking old bold bus driver.
FUCK you larhs.

"GIRL COME BACK" 'bus driver
"WHAT" 'mie
"LETME SEE UR CARD" 'bus driver
*SEARCH BAGS* 'me
"BO CARD HOW?" 'me
"MUST PAY 90cents LORHS" 'bus driver
"NAH ASSHOLE" 'mi
*gives 40cents more*

argh.iie was the onli idiot that gave lyk keep standing there
because of that damn fare.
iiff my dad owes that company, iie am gonna set ur damn bus on fire. then fire
YOU. asshole x( #%#$%$%&$$@$&^*&((%%#@#!

argh then go skool conduct lesson lorhs..
SO BORING. ...

FIRST LESSON: IT
FUN nehss. got to play with macBOOK. damn shiok. =DD
Then use mac to take pics. xD hahas. camwhoring.hahas.
cher also cam whore xD
L-O-L.
nmberminds.

SECOND LESSON: ART
Have to draw that sketch or texture thing, but must have a layout first.
got two Cher, both say any shape can. Heart, leaf, cupcake<Draw heartshape for layout. Carn think of any texture. Spend 1/2 hr thinking. xDD
Then got idea, draw hou ask cher can. Cher..
"waaa. eu take 1/2 draw heart onli arhs, next tym got boyfriend must draw for him nice nice hor. now no need hor."
ME.. *dot dot dot malu malu *
"walau cherm eu say can one marhs, and iie dun habe boyfriend hors..."
wishper" asshole cher. shut the Fuck up"

CHER walks away then iie continue drawing. This tym took 10min to draw the rest.
..... then need draw peanut for homework =.=

RECESS;
chatted. buy drinks and pizza. POK liaos. =.=
bo lui liao..bankrupt.. thanks to june holis. =.=

SECOND LAST LESSON: CHINESE
damn marcus and jiwei [xP] Go insult and modify my name.
then keep insulting me. ma dhe ... -,- annoyed and irritated..
ish JING!!! not JIN. pronousation wrong sia.=,=
PISSED OFF..

LAST LESSON: LANG ARTS
GOt visitor. pai kia all go guai guai...specially booiis cause ish female cher.xD
then do summary thing again...wat consequences blah blah blah...
wtf. again =.= been doing that for lyk the entire week lerhs.

AFTER SCHOOL;
pei GLadys mei go the CP buys stuff.. mii kong xian pei her also go as extra.. xD
Cher also going. Cause meeting kaileng there. GAWD. LOng tym noo see her lerhs.
IMY IMY IMY =DD
ILY ILY ILY xDD
hahas.
then go sambawang, popular, minitoons [a while only saw kaileng there for awhiles]
Cup walker [pei gladys go interchange then she pei me go cupwalker xD]
DRINKS BUBBLE TEA then go homes.

SHOWERS. Change to centaurus tee. Cause must cheat my bro goin bk sku.
Told mom lerhs so no worries.
Then meeet tammy at LRT station. then go PS.
Then saw eunniice and shan shan and poh ying there -CVSS SENIORS.
then buy the FBI? FBT? FBY? shorts.
Then walk walk thabn go cp. Go montip buy badge, KAWAII 00
then go 1908? 1907? the hotdog thing. eat drank the leave.
pei tammy go old chang kee buy food xDD.. bought sotong. YUCKS
not nicee dhe..not my taste..throw away.
then go home. Force tammy go common green slack
she wun budge dun care lahhs
then just go homes.
SHOWER blah blah blah nothing interestign..
blah blah blah.
Dhen blog =]
PS: com strts laggin agian =.= Just repaired not long ago. KNS. HP dhe bluetooth officially cannot work liaos. -.- can receive cannot send nias. xD my previliage. LOLS.

kkaes luhhs. that all...
ILY.IMY.WATEVER

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26.6.07

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waaaa..feelin so fucked up.
iie just bought my hp then now the bluetooth
spoil le! WTF..ii am so pissed off now.
SIAN LUHH..
argh,,dun care animre.
spend my money
shop till iie forget everything!
ARGHHHH...

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19.6.07

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HELLO :DD
kkaes. long long tym iie haven't REALLY updated anything.
hmm.LET me see..orhs yas.
it's the holidays right? nd it's gonna be over soon.
which is the sad part. The even sadder part is
iie havent touch my holiday homework.
YA.siann...nd this week my mom suppose to have a week off.
dhen she was suppose to leave for hongkong for her break.
nd she DIDN'T go. iie was so damn happi she was going.
okay its not that iie hate my mom or anything but at least
iie would have more freedom marhs..dhen also can do things mre freely.
dhen was so damn DISAPOINTED when she din go. sian..

ANOTHER thing that iie just remembered. this week we started our drama thing
for the drama competition. First day we had to cum up with our own play then
we would hav to act it out. which is damn furdginly emb.
WTH. my grp had to redo nd redo nd redo lyk three THREE tyms.
was damn pissed off ok. the other grp did it twice only.
FUCK em.

Second day, we started the real deal. we went right into the competition thing
then we form small little grp to brainstorm. dhen after tat we discuss nd cam out
with the play. nd also went to prepare the script.

TMR will be the lyk one of my most day in my wole entire life.
whyye?? cause iie have to go to the damn student counseller interview.
=.= WTF.
iie selected? hard to believe right? same heres. was so damn shocked
that iie was actually selected.HAPPY? no. NO WAY. student counseller bears alot of respondsibillty that iie can't handle okies?

HIASH.o yas iie also can go change my hp lerhs. happi barhs? yups.!
nokia express 5700 =DD weee weee~~~
FUN nehs. damn excited.!

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15.6.07

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Ok. com just fixed not long ago.
Today practically updated my blog and stuff.
nth much to say lerh.
adious. (:

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30.5.07

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It's been awhile since iie last updated...
din had dhe tymm...
Okkayes. dhe june holiday officially strted..YAYS.
but not realli happi. TRAPED inside my own HOUSE.
=.= SO BORING...

After a fewdays after iie last updated...
iie went to my cousin's hse. Stayed overnite.
Enjoyed myself TREMENDOUSLY. (:

dhen after that was monday. din do much..
TUESDAY..
went PS.[PLAZA SINGAPURA] with my mom.
bought a neat shirt. ` EMILY dhe WEIRD.
SWEET =) ..LOVE emily. dhe design so unique.

dhen today..
went to collect my report book.
GOt lesser A's dhen B's. =(
kinda expected that..
maybe cld have done better? iie DONNOE.
din study. x))

KKAYS. after that went to CP for breakfast,
with liyen. cherrin. xinpeng and singyee.
CHERRIN! so sorry make euu wait for us sooo long. PAISEH!!!!!!!
dhen half way thru breakfast...
SAW phenie. HIE=) lols. dhen JUSTIN..=.= lalalala...
dhen go strolling..@-@**faints** most of dhe shops not open...
dot dot dot.
dhen go metro.actually planing to go inn..
SAW one BIG FAT UGLY GHOST. names. QUAKE.
-.-.... todae just cld not get ani worser...
dhen it did. -.- mr RICHARD. caught us.
so dao meii..........
TOld us bout dhe vp not wanting us to be here..blablabla..
CRAPS. made our way back to cher's place. Grab bball. went down to play.
dhen go PP. had a strawberry snowshake... [cher's recommendation:)]
SWWEETT.but din suit my mood.dhen grab a 100 plus dhen go plae symmore.

dhen go vending machine.=.= LOLS. bought lots n lots of drinks today...
dhen go cher's hse. chatted. joked. played.
Tammy cored. she came over. play more. [more extream also]
dhen Serene came over. plaed more..iie guessed.LOL????

dhen cher sms asshole-hongwei. x). dun lyk himm much. keep insulting mii.
dat's dhe prob with her..x) dhen sms say we create chaos at her hse scold us monkey.
=.=. FUCK. dhen we all leave. 5.00pm lerh marhs..cnnot plae too long...
dhen we downstair one go spamm her with "GO DIE".
She tioo spamm iie so shiok =). She cumm complain. her prob.. lalalalalala..
iie dunnoe anything... not my problem..xP

kkays dhen go pp.bougth sym food.chatted dhen walks hme with sy.chatted mre.
dhen go hme..

so much for a happy story.
Don't feel anything anymore.
Guess what realli wasn't meant to be wasn't meant to be...

iie Just hope tomrow iss a better day...
till dhenn i'll keep on dreaming..

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24.5.07

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NEW PHOTO UPDATES

lA BI XIAO XIN.. =) with BOOKS? unbelievable...

matching Bracelette's LOLS.

FRIENDSFOREVER

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Todae was so damm SMELLY n tiring && FUN. (:

MORNING:
WOKEup. going to prepare to go to skool.
was so damm excited to skate..(:
Went to grab Centaurus shirt but still wet after washin
"YESTERDAY GOT SPORTSDAY WORE THAT SHIRT" kau.=.= dhen take iron
IROn dry..okkie...yeas..nort i iron..ish my mom..but NVM..
Washed up PREPARED.GET READY. WENT OUT.

SKOOL:
DRAMA]]
ms.PUSHPA suddenly announced todae was dher assesment.
was abit frightened dhen shocked.
but was glad that iie had dhe costume. GAWD.iie look lyk a boii.
But thank god tt was good. cause i'm acting as TYBALT. yupx. euu guessed it.
We're acting ROMEO&&JULIET. iie was dhe muderous couzin x).
Wear that damm long sleved costume. was so hot. dhey din on aircon. caus spoiled.
=.= nvm.
First grp MARIAH'S.
GRP MEMBER&&ROLES: LIYEN- PRINCE of VERONA/NARRATOR/MERCUTIO'iie think'
WEI QI- SERVANT OF MONTIQUE FAMILY (JULIET'S FAMILY)
MARIAH- SERVANT OF CAPULET FAMILY/LADY MONTIQUE
SYAKUR- ROMEO
PINYEN- BENVOLIO

COMMENTS: even thought i noe i'm in no position to lyk comment on their actin but
HELLO. this is my blog..=) kkaes. iie think this grp was dher best.
They were so co-operative together and their acting was supered.as well as
their voices,it was so loud n clear.&& they gort lots of well-doned props.

Second grp SINGYEE's.
GRP MEMBER&&ROLES: THERESA- (NOT IN SKOOL REPLACED BY MARIAH) ROMEO
SINGYEE- JULIET
JAMES WONG- OLD CAPULET
EUGENE TAN- TYBALT
YONGKIT- NARRATOR

COMMENTS: hehe=) their script was written by MEE =). their grp din do much to help
theresa. so i helped her. that's what friends are for right? LOLS.
erm. ishh okkaye iie guess but ishh reali plain. NO props. n PS: when
E.T ish performin as Tybalt. it was so erm..DISGUSTING! it makes mii feel
very diu lian bcause i acting as dher same role..=.= LOLS.

Third grp MINE.
GRP MEMMBER&&ROLE: ME;KARENN- TYBALT
LINJIA- JULIET'S NURSE/ FRIAR LAWRENCE
ALIDIA OOI- JULIET/BENVOLIO
ZHI QUAN- ROMEO
ZHEN YUAN- PROP CARRIER/MERCUTIO/OLD CAPULET/RING CARRIER

COMMENTS: Seriously no comments. we did quite ookkay as compared to our previous
trials. CONGRATES. HAB A PAT ON DHE BACK. itt was hard tryin tuu practise
together. and we had onli two practises excluding those during drama..
but WELL DONE GRP. euu guys did ur best. =) cn realli see that.
Is a real pity cause i expected it to be better.haishh
But dhen iie realli lyk greatfull luuhs. can sae symthing lyk tat. cause
i last min modified dher script completely. and they had mre things to
act and to say. BUT SURPRISINGLY, dhey managed to do it. EVEN though dhey
forget sym lines but guess it was much much BETTER. =) and OYAS. dhey
acting was abit embarassing..LOLS.&& also thanks those who managed to bring
dhe COSTUMES. and also thanks to mariah's grp for lending us sym of their
props =>

Last grp FAZLIN'S.
GRP MEMBER&&ROLES: FAZLIN- NARRATOR
VICTORIA- JULIET
AMIRAH- FRIAR LAWRENCE
MARCUS- PARIS?
JIAWEI- ROMEO.

COMMENTS: this grp was pretty well done as well.=) cept dher part where dher dead
pple cld comb his hair and cld look up and around and joke around.LOLS.
THIS GRP was also one of dhe best to mii that is...

CONGRATES TO ALL ONE-I'S IN GRP TWO. THAT WE FINALLY DID IT AFTER THOSE 22 LESSONS.
AND I GUESSED ALL OUR HARD WORK PAID OFF EHS? ALSO THANKIEWS TO MS. PUSHPA.
&& FRANKLY IIE THINK IIE WLD MISS HER AS OUR DRAMA TCHER... HER LESSONS WAS SO ENJOYABLE, SHE DIN SCOLD US MUCH AND WAS ALWAS VERY GOOD TO US. SHE EVEN GAVE US CHOCOLATES...gawd.THANKIEWS =)

AFTERNOON:
SKATING]]
gawd. those gears were damm smelly. YUCKSS. but dher skatin was fun. almost knocked into a few pple. x)) LOLS. wun explained much into this ii guessed.
iie cld onli said iie realli enjoyed myself. it was so much funn.
we even hadd a mini competition at dher last min.

AFTER SKATING]]
Those in TA involved in dher drama fheasta was told to assemble in dher canteen for briefing. dher tcher tok n tok n want us to consider whether we are serious enough to take this bcause it's a very meaningful competition nn ish very important to dher skool. dhen blah blah blahs..

AFTER BRIEFING]]
Went up tuu class, slot result slips into report books. wld be collectin dhe report book on Wed during dhe first week of dher june holidae.
SIANS. dhen after skool.mingle around for awhile dhen went home.

SLACKK.msn'ed.type blog...

ii;m thinking.
THis feelin ii'm feeling.
can't be put into words.
Feelings that can't be expressed.
i'm just CONFUSED.
haish..

iieLOVEeuu. =)
&& iie HOPE tmr ishh a better dae. =)

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23.5.07

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23May2007
kkaes. today gort my maths n geog bk.

Maths:PASSED A1 'YAY'
=) okaye luhhs. But maybe shld habb done better
if iie studied. x)

GEOGRAPHY:JUST PASSED. Expected to fail but guess this is ok too. x.x
CONGRATES to belinda. =) euu did expecially well. ALSO TO MARIAH
who toped dher class in this subject..

TOday newspaper collection **faint**
Assigned to dher block 815B, Same grpin. With LinJia, Belinda && JOyce.
Ran up to dher top floor. 17. Started collecting.**actually took dher lift**

11.30PM: shld be assembling but still collecting. sianz, =.= alot luhhs. hard to carry, symore all gurls.. dhen cor for help. Really got like more than 5 stacks of tall building stacks of newspaper, bags and bags of old clothes.Truck cum, load em on top.

11:40...++: went to assemble. Slack dher. dhen blablabla....
dhen load dher rest of dher grps dher newspaper on dher truck..
dhen rain AGAIN..-.-
STUCK there under that SAME BLOCK. waited n played with hp.
bluetooth each other dhen all these craps.

Reach skool at 1pm. VERY EARLY.
dhen in clss do sym lame things dhen strt slapping each other on dher hand x)
dhen went too library to continue to slap each other x)
dhen change to centarus shirt, dhen go cantteen for annoucement,
wiated for 30mins. smsed while waiting. dhen recieve sms saying 1H near sengkang sec area. haven um bk yet. LOLS. so long. already 2.30 lerhs
AHAS.dhen tcher make those annoucment get on bus.

dhen got dher sit in dher most utter front. mr teng sitting infront. he put dher icy drink on my legg. -.- sayy ishh his table..-.-iie jumped n move away. LOLX.
dhen do crappy things. listened to music with belinda's ipod.
dhen reachs stadium, RACED, SLACK. Got 2nd place in relay.=.=
damm frustrating. Cause onli two teams running. so we practically gort last.
Everyone's mood was dampen,dhen there was sym problms with dher positionin..=.=
All dher sec1I runners-gurls.. went to protest..belinda nn iie went tuu bully....lols actually she hit him first i just followed suit. =>
dhen end of sports day. Protest invalid. not accepted.-.-

Go home. Slack in skool for a while. Go common green, SY brought down bball. bball court full.nver plae. Hang around there. dhen 6.45reach hme.
Slack.showered.play com.
Restrted my com 5times. Laggin gettin worse..=.=

dhen blogg...cn't wait for roller blading tmr for post exam activites..
will update more.
Links will be updated in dher holidaes//

dhey are just memorise..
same that iie will forget..
&& sym that iie'll treasure deeply..
i'm wonderin whyye iie feel so numb?
isit cause i lost it or isit that dher's feelings gone?
ii'm still hoppin that tmr ishh a better day~~
broken.gurllx]]*

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22.5.07

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NOT TO FORGET.
CONGRATES TO ALL ONE=I STUDENTS.!!
WE HAVE ARCHIEVE DHE GOAL OF 50% DISTINCTION!
BUT WE DID BETTER. 33/39 DISTINCTION
THREE CHEERS FOR ONE=I!!!
CONGRATES.&&HABB A NICE HOLIDAY

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haiz. tudae. tchers are LAME!
First gibb bk papers:

CL: JUST PASS
ENG:JUST PASS
SCIENCE: PASS WELL =)

TOMRO giving out MATHS.sianz. =.=
dhen go for ENVIRONMENTAL TALK crap.
Tcher show ICEAGE dhe movie.
funny luhhs. second tym watch lerhs. =.=

dhen RECESS~~~
go check dhe runner dhe list.
heng.. name not there so no need go tmr for running =)

dhen go class assemble.
Tcher toks.assign grps.
iie going with belinda n Joyce n linjia
dhen Go tu dhe blocks.
we're assigned blk 185b&&c

dhen gibb flyers dhen bcum lyk competition ..
miii n linjia wan beat **actually mii~LOLZ** joyce n belinda see who faster.
cause dhe block we split to two to do dhe job marhs.
dhen at first faster then em dhen suddenly when we go down
dhey downstairs lerhs. -.-

ahas. dhen go next blk also did symthing lyk tat.
dhen strt tuu rain haevily.
All run bk tuu dhe meeting point.
dhen we go vending machine to grab drinks.
Quickly finished it cauz scared dhe C.T dun allow.
dhen end up she allow... @_@

dhen we mingle downstair dhe blk waiting for rain tuu stop tuu go
bk skool.. but dher rain lyk never stop so trap there very long.
Shld be 1.30 release becum 2++
sian.
dhen when reach skool 2.30 -,-
saw mr.Teng wrote notice.
wann those running 8x50 dhers too go.
JUST now recess happy for nothing lerhs...
dhen do drama with my grp...
Did drama dao 3.30++?
During drama dhey laugh alot. but dhey did okkay i guess.
at least serious abit more....
GAMBATEH GUYS.!! JIAYOUS... but dun think cn pass lors.
lols.

dhen mii nn linjia go dhers common green slack awhile
dhen go numbeh 6 playground tere to slack.
Saw hamizah but she nver see us ..
dhen feel nort well so go homer dhen bring linjia go busstop first..
Go home.shower. dhen feel very sick
dhen fell asleep..

dhen mom woke mii up.
Gave mii sym pills. cauz having fever. =.=
dhen bring mii out for dinner.
cum bk still feel sick.
dhen sms belinda.
Cool she went on dhe radio again.
lols. dhen dedicate song so i went tuu hear.
"THE RIVER" by GOOD CHARLOTTE.onli listen tuu dhe endiing part onli..

dhen still feel sick..**
dhen realise chinese serh full marks ish 90 nort 70
Kana frightened.iie think dher class tmr also frightened luuhs.
iie thought iie gort 42/50 cauz 20 marks der letter writiin thingy.
SO happi lors. dhen becum 42/70 @.@
haishh..tuu happi for nth.Thought gort miracle. suddenly CL so good.
haishh another thing tuu vexed about ..
my Cl score ish lower then jiawei..
soo unexpecting hor? dhey say he never pay attention derh lor.
dunno ishh true or not? haishh but he gort WAY HIGHER than mii.
kau. -.-
Dhen science. haishh.nid another 1/2 miserable mark tu get A1..=.=
nvm luhhs. at least iie gort pass iie think. ahas.x))
tmr gettin bk maths paper lerhs.
iie PREPARE TO GET FRIGHTENED.

it's rainning..~~ all dher 1I pupils stuck under this block...

STILL STUCK HERE.... =.=

dhey discussin how to go back..STILL RAININ HEAVILY..

Startin to move off..still rainin but already 2.05...

lining upp..miie liyen n xinpeng standing at boiis row.. x)

walk walk walk.. chu fa ler!! finally walking home..

Hoping that my wishes could come true.
Cause iie never had a dream come true.
Till dhe day iie found euu.
IIE never found a word to say.
But ur're the one iie think about each day.
Wherever dhe world brings mii tuu..
Just rmber tat ii'm alwaes beside euu.
NO MATTER wherre amm iie.
iie'm just hoping tmr ish a better day..~~

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